Okay, okay, okay... So, tomorrow's my 14th birthday... yay for me!!! And I kinda want to just give up on the party idea forever... Because... I don't know, it's just very confusing and people are talking about it to other people I didn't invite, and all this crappy stuff... And if you know me, I absolutely hate hurting my friends and leaving them out and being mad at them, and having them mad at me, sooooooo... I don't know what to do... yup... that's my problem... And it's very annoying that I haven't been my normal hyper happy self lately... and I kinda miss those days... when I didn't have to worry about anything... Yepppp... that's it for now... bye bye